Oh, its not good to be gay there? I might not be allowed bcus i wear skirts and crop tops and stuff...
Nibelungland
It's complicated but being LGBTQ+ in Kyrgyzstan is very bad in term of education and work sadly so even if i was LGBTQ+ i'm pretty sure my life would've been destroyed just in a matter of hours.
Loli county
Loli county
Aww man
Nuai coti
Me a minor:
um
Loli county
Nibelungland
Yeah, sadly despite how great Kyrgyzstan is well it also has a lot of severe bad flaws so i kinda hope i can get a nice job and can leave Kyrgyzstan for my family and for some economic reasons due to the inflation and poverty in parts of the country that effect thousands. I hope one day some of these things can change in my homeland and we can accept people of all beliefs.
Loli county
Olartas
Hello country that are older
Loli county
Loli county
I mean, i'm 16 but i have to think about how nobody will ever love me again!
Nibelungland
I have to think: "how do i make friends" everytime i go to school lol.
Loli county
Amestris and freedonia
*walks up to your ear* gay
Loli county
Loli county
It's the same for me, unfortunately. I lost a lot of my friends after my breakup with my ex, so i'm slowly trying to make new ones. I've also been incredibly active here since then.
I literally have this comfort zone with people i know and if i try to get out of that zone i have nothing to do it and then i return to my comfort zone of internet and RL friends and the fact well I don't have a lot of abilities on socializing makes me anxious AF trying to leave said comfort zone so i literally have to carry snacks or sandwiches as i sometimes don't have cash to spend at the canteen so whenever i get a headache from stress or anxiety i literally take a big pack of small muffins from a store i live near and munch on those just to return to a calm state. It sucks. :(
Loli county
Loli county
I know how you feel, at least with the anxiety part. I'm heavily medicated for anxiety, and i still tend to have panic attacks. It really sucks and everyone sees me as "that weird kid that is always crying"
My ex was ace, well he didn't like to admit it but he literally explained what he was feeling to me and i was like bro your'e ace and he was like wtf no i'm not
BAHAHaAAAAAA
Haleno
Nibelungland
Outside of my said friend group no one literally knows me execpt for like teachers so whenever i have anxiety or well headaches i grab my backpack and grab some food cuz idk it makes me feel more in i guess idk trance...? Idk if that's the right word to use so i'm gonna use trance and thing is i've wanted to do some hobbies like handball(for the Kyrgyz U-18 MNT) and since i failed tryouts i've felt like idk horrible asf would be the right word so i've been demotivated ever since failing the one thing i wanted to do ever since beating my kidney stone.