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It's sad how I'm not invested in RP as I once was.

I used to be interested in it, but since the midpoint of 2020, my motivation and energy has been on a steady decline, and as November nears, I think I'm about to reach a low point.

My mental health is doing a sucky, and I don't like it.

Jodilee wrote:

Hello and goodbye.

Good day and Good night.

Time has meaning and is still meaningless.

2020 will end, but it's curse is never ending.

uh

Badjuristan wrote:

uh

Yes

Jodilee wrote:

Hello and goodbye.

Good day and Good night.

Time has meaning and is still meaningless.

2020 will end, but it's curse is never ending.

Deep.

Jodilee wrote:

Yes

are you alright

Jodilee wrote:

It's sad how I'm not invested in RP as I once was.

I used to be interested in it, but since the midpoint of 2020, my motivation and energy has been on a steady decline, and as November nears, I think I'm about to reach a low point.

My mental health is doing a sucky, and I don't like it.

Is there any way we can help you?

Socialist States of Ludistan wrote:

Deep.

When you wanna die, but not actually, because death is for the weak and depressed and you wanna see where your life goes no matter how much of a disaster it gets.

it's funny because in february people made jokes saying "there will be a plague in 2020 because there was in 1720, 1820, and 1920"
the ONLY YEAR ANYONE SAID THERE WOULD BE A VIRUS IN

Badjuristan wrote:

are you alright

No.

Socialist States of Ludistan wrote:

Is there any way we can help you?

If you're not a therapist, then probably not a whole lot.

But company does help.

Jodilee wrote:

When you wanna die, but not actually, because death is for the weak and depressed and you wanna see where your life goes no matter how much of a disaster it gets.

Listen Jodilee, I’m a bit worried about your mental health.

Socialist States of Ludistan wrote:

Listen Jodilee, I’m a bit worried about your mental health.

Same.

Jodilee wrote:

If you're not a therapist, then probably not a whole lot.

But company does help.

Are you seeing a therapist?

Socialist States of Ludistan wrote:

Are you seeing a therapist?

No.

Not planning to, because Corona beer is a dumb.

Jodilee wrote:

No.

Not planning to, because Corona beer is a dumb.

Corona is ruining everything, since I’m not a therapist my only advice is to just try to relax and think about the good times more often than the bad times. A lot of the time you’re keeping yourself down intentionally without you knowing it.

Socialist States of Ludistan wrote:

Corona is ruining everything, since I’m not a therapist my only advice is to just try to relax and think about the good times more often than the bad times. A lot of the time you’re keeping yourself down intentionally without you knowing it.

All I can think about is school, and the constant political drama.

It's driving me insane.

Jodilee wrote:

All I can think about is school, and the constant political drama.

It's driving me insane.

Get 👏 a 👏 therapist 👏

Jodilee wrote:

All I can think about is school, and the constant political drama.

It's driving me insane.

look, im a moron and have no clue what to say but just try to never look at the outside world again
i started doing that in april

Jodilee wrote:

All I can think about is school, and the constant political drama.

It's driving me insane.

I know what you mean, but I usually just try to have fun at school instead of stressing about a test that’s coming up, of course you need to do the tests anyway. Nad when it comes to politics I just shrug, I’m not a politician (yet) so I don’t care.

Socialist States of Ludistan wrote:

I know what you mean, but I usually just try to have fun at school instead of stressing about a test that’s coming up, of course you need to do the tests anyway. Nad when it comes to politics I just shrug, I’m not a politician (yet) so I don’t care.

“I’m not a politician (yet)”

* gets wall of text *

Ancapstands wrote:

“I’m not a politician (yet)”

* gets wall of text *

Yes, I want to become a politician.

Ciao friends I am back!

Ancapstands wrote:

Get 👏 a 👏 therapist 👏

Nah.

I don't want to that conversation with my parents.

My mom always makes things awkward.

Badjuristan wrote:

look, im a moron and have no clue what to say but just try to never look at the outside world again
i started doing that in april

I like to be informed.

Socialist States of Ludistan wrote:

I know what you mean, but I usually just try to have fun at school instead of stressing about a test that’s coming up, of course you need to do the tests anyway. Nad when it comes to politics I just shrug, I’m not a politician (yet) so I don’t care.

School is actually the better parts of the day, and that's saying something, because my stress comes from school.

Mostly from the constant chatter overstimulating me, and causing me to stress because I can't focus.

Socialist States of Ludistan wrote:

Yes, I want to become a politician.

uhm...
well, your...
nevermind good luck

Socialist States of Ludistan wrote:

Yes, I want to become a politician.

Heh nice

I want to become a low level politician...

Like mayor...

Possibly congress but that’s unrealistic.

Also I’m a libertarian.. we never get voted in..

Jodilee wrote:

Nah.

I don't want to that conversation with my parents.

My mom always makes things awkward.I like to be informed.School is actually the better parts of the day, and that's saying something, because my stress comes from school.

Mostly from the constant chatter overstimulating me, and causing me to stress because I can't focus.

so do i
i love learning
but i also like not being depressed