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And wow, has time passed, I'm going to be a sophomore as soon as summer's over. I just began my freshman year when I finally quit this nation, it was only September 7th. I'm sorry for making an account just to say this, but I really wanted to say this because over the past bit if time, I've been looking back and reading my old RMB messages and reminiscing about the time I spent here, it was really fun. I wish I wouldn't have quit. However, Daarien still lives, and I still work on it today, as I have Google docs and such to do so. My current idea for Daarien really truly took shape around when I first joined, I had Daarien before, but it was only the base idea. If you know what I mean, the idea evolved and changed into its current form, when I joined you, but of course I've continued building onto it since. Oh yeah, and this year I've even learned a lot more about how Germanic languages work by curiosity and passion, as well as a really good foreign language teacher for German. I used that to create a language for Daarien. I'm one of the top students in my German class, I've gone from only knowing the very basics of German to knowing many sort of end of highschool level German skills (knowing things such as Grammatical cases, which is a German III skill.) and being one of the top students in his class. I'm no where near fluent, but I've massively improved from when I was first here. I'm proud of myself and I can't wait for next year, because I'll get to learn even more and become even more great with German. Anyway, that's enough on that. But I've matured a lot this year and have grown as a person a lot.

Anyway, I came because I wanted to thank you all, Laver, Miharr, Krestonien, NNU, and literally everyone else for all of the wholesome memories you guys gave me, I don't really like the idea of internet friends, since I don't like to share much about myself online, but regardless, you guys truly made that concept feel so real to me while I was here, especially now that I look back on it all I still smile. And also, thank you for helping Daarien to become what it is today. Daarien is a part of me, and so are these memories, and they will be a part of me forever whether I continue to work on Daarien or not. Even if they aren't on the top of my mind, all of this has shaped me in some way to become the person I am today. This past school year I've grown more than ever, and you were part of that, even if it was only for a little while. (I was here for like the last bit of summer break and the very beginning of the school year.) I've changed a lot, but many of my foundations are the same. I also remember how I had depression and so did some of us, I'm doing better, and I hope you are too. Anyway, with all of that amazingness being said, I wish I could bring Daarien back and come back, but I can't get access to it no matter what I do. And I'm not coming back unless I can be Daarien, it just wouldn't feel right to do so unless I could be Daarien again.