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The Euphony of TheMothman 2 years 5 days ago Poseidon63 wrote:Oh my Gad, It is that time of the day again. The time to relax, take the study brake, work brake, whatever brake... and use it to think about the following question because it is Thinks Thursdaaayyyyyy!!! WoooHooo!! Ok now the question or Sanju will be mad: Do you feel older or younger than your age? And why if you want to tell us? Let your brains do the work now and let the thinking staaarrrrttttt!!! Oof I feel older than my age. The reason why is a little complicated and unfortunately needs a trigger warning, but I'll do my best to explain,without a whole lot of detail. So I definetly feel older than my age, I'm only 31 which a lot you youngin' will considered old, but I promise you when you hit 31 you don't feel quite like an adult all the time, but I feel like I've already lived more than a lifetime, because everything has been extra since I was 21. I suffer from Major Depressive Disorder, I have on and off for most of my life struggled with it, and I can earnestly say that I never intended to live past 21, I stopped about halfway through an attempt the year I turned 21, and went and got help, spoke with a therapist, was put on Wellbutrin for a while. Getting the help I needed make me so grateful for all of these extra years I never planned or thought I would have when I was younger, and it make me feel older, like I'm getting to live an extra lifetime, one I'm so grateful for and thankful for, one that is truly beautiful and gracious and has allowed me to get to know so many new friends and family members. I physically don't feel old, but I definetly feel like time has become more precious, and am much more aware of it, and I never felt like that when I was young. I'm not as reckless because I learned to value myself a lot more than I used. I reall can't express enough how important it is to reach out, and how true the statements of "It gets better is" One of the things that also helped make me feel at home in this region was the openess of having a dispatch listing ways to reach out. Reach Out Y'all, you're precious. Depression and Suicide Support Resources by The Panda's Federal Republic of Europeia Dispatch Office Emergency Numbers . In case of an emergency, please call your local emergency number immediately. In the United States & Canada: 911 In the European Union and the United Kingdom: 112 In the United Kingdom: 999 In Australia: 000 In Japan: 119 For other countries, please consult this document. Suicide Support Numbers . If you are experiencing suicidal thoughts, call any of these numbers for support. In the United States & Canada: 1-800-273-8255 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (free, confidential) 1-800-668-6868 Kids' Help Phone 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline In the United Kingdom: 08457 90 90 90 Samaritans UK (local rate) 08457 90 91 92 Samaritans UK (minicom) 0800 1111 Childline In Germany: 0800 181 0771 Samaritans 0800 1110 111 Telefonseelsorge Deutschland In Australia: 13 11 13 Lifeline 1800 55 1800 Kids Helpline 08 93 81 5555 Samaritans (Western Australia Only) 08 93 88 2500 Samaritans Youthline (Western Australia Only) In Japan: +81 (0) 3 5286 9090 Befrienders International, Tokyo +81 (0) 6 4395 4343 BI Suicide Prevention Centre, Osaka Visit suicide.org or this wiki for a compilation of international suicide support hotlines. Internet Resources . Visit any of these websites for online help. WebMD Depression Support Center American Foundation for Suicide Prevention Help Page International Association for Suicide Prevention Crises Centers mentalhealth.gov beyondblue.org If you would like to add to this list, please send The United Peoples of Centrism or Malashaan Colony a telegram. !!! Blocking Telegrams-Embassy Policy-RMB Rules and Expectations-Depression and Suicide Resources ForumGet InvolvedNavyRadioDiscord Read dispatch Istillian, Astrellan, Mancheseva City, Moryazvia, and 3 othersPoseidon63, Great liberated ones, and Glorious mikhail gorbachev

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The Euphony of TheMothman 2 years 5 days ago

Poseidon63 wrote:

Oh my Gad, It is that time of the day again. The time to relax, take the study brake, work brake, whatever brake... and use it to think about the following question because it is Thinks Thursdaaayyyyyy!!! WoooHooo!!

Ok now the question or Sanju will be mad:
Do you feel older or younger than your age? And why if you want to tell us?

Let your brains do the work now and let the thinking staaarrrrttttt!!!

Oof I feel older than my age. The reason why is a little complicated and unfortunately needs a trigger warning, but I'll do my best to explain,without a whole lot of detail.

So I definetly feel older than my age, I'm only 31 which a lot you youngin' will considered old, but I promise you when you hit 31 you don't feel quite like an adult all the time, but I feel like I've already lived more than a lifetime, because everything has been extra since I was 21. I suffer from Major Depressive Disorder, I have on and off for most of my life struggled with it, and I can earnestly say that I never intended to live past 21, I stopped about halfway through an attempt the year I turned 21, and went and got help, spoke with a therapist, was put on Wellbutrin for a while. Getting the help I needed make me so grateful for all of these extra years I never planned or thought I would have when I was younger, and it make me feel older, like I'm getting to live an extra lifetime, one I'm so grateful for and thankful for, one that is truly beautiful and gracious and has allowed me to get to know so many new friends and family members. I physically don't feel old, but I definetly feel like time has become more precious, and am much more aware of it, and I never felt like that when I was young. I'm not as reckless because I learned to value myself a lot more than I used.

I reall can't express enough how important it is to reach out, and how true the statements of "It gets better is" One of the things that also helped make me feel at home in this region was the openess of having a dispatch listing ways to reach out. Reach Out Y'all, you're precious.