The woman spoke quietly to Brackson, "yes, I can see your earnest belief in your emperor. My own emperor charged me only to see the truth. My skills are not so good with magick to perform spells on your emperor without being heard, myself. I merely observed to ensure Zenos came in good faith." She offered Brackson a drink she pulled from a nearby table, water as it seemed. "I hold no resentment towards you, and I hope you none to me."
Martin nodded, "I appreciate your forgiveness, it is why I wanted to be honest with you. I cannot foster a friend if I keep secrets from you. I just needed an assurance to myself and my anxieties that you were a friend to be. We exist in an era where the future is so uncertain. Alliances and friendships are coming apart and the comfortable history is becoming an uncomfortable future. I act in the capacity of a sovereign who has had an empire so content with its present it expects this present age to last indefinitely. But the loss of Maharajah because of forced intervention has sent a shiver through the spine of the empire. The time of certainty is ending, but with the end of certainty is the beginning of a new age where we can charge ahead. What we stand to gain through action is far greater than what we stand to lose through inaction. What say you?"
Brackson took the water, looking it over as he responded, "No resentment here to you personally, seer. Following the orders of your Emperor is only the right thing for a servant to do. You were doing your job, as I was doing mine." Finally looking away from the water, he then gave her a glare, "Now I do sure hope this ain't poison, or else you'd really be breaching my trust here."
But, after just a moment to gauge her reaction, Brackson smiled and chuckled, revealing it was a joke, "Heh, not that I am actually worried about being poisoned here, that would be pretty obvious now wouldn't it? But nothing for me anyways. This ain't Instabull, we Rangians have an image to keep up when we're outside Zantium proper. So gonna have to handle the thirst later." He put the water back down on the table, leaning his head back, "You can probably tell that I'm on good terms with my Emperor. How about you, Court Witch? You know Martin personally at all, or is it just a job? Just curious if this was a mere assignment, or a more long term arrangement like I've got. Though I'd be surprised if you were quite as long term as I am."
Zenos sighed, nodding his head in understanding, "This is certainly an era of uncertainty that we are coming into. Everything is moving fast, old status quos are changing or dying. And I suppose that with how much longer lived your people are in comparison to me, it'll be even more apparent. So I can forgive the anxiety."
"But a time of change does not mean the change must be negative. Frankly, my Empire is well due some change." Zenos looked Martin in the eye as he continued, his tone carrying a hint of sorrow, "The last era of certainty, as you called it, carries a different meaning for Zantines. These last generations of Zantines have had one certainty above all; that we are decaying. Before it was dramatically, and with some glory attached. For more recent times, it was certain our once proud Empire would continue to shrink bit by bit, more and more just a husk of our great legacy. Once the greatest Empire of the Nebula, now a rump state. Too weak to take action, too fearful of losing what is left, so all we've been able to do is stand back. And yet still inaction for us has been just loss, slowly but certainly..."
Balling a hand into a fist, Zenos purged that sorrow, and replaced it with resolve, "So it is safe to say that your words are true. Inaction has gained nothing. The only ones that seems to work for are the Anubites. But this Union, and all that has happened recently gives me a chance to reinvigorate my people. So I say, Martin... Let's create a new age. Take this chance to break the complacency in both our Empires, and remind the galaxy why our two nations bear the name 'Empire' in the first place." He stepped up to Martin and held out a hand to the Hurvecht Emperor. It did look a little silly given the size difference. But not much more silly than Zenos shaking hands with a Taurus, he was used to it.
She held a straight face and when he revealed his joke, she simply moved on. Brackson realised that of course she could read the truth from his lips already, she knew he was making a joke before he even revealed himself. So it was reckoned a person who already knew sarcasm was coming, or a joke was going to be told before it could even be completed, would naturally be very joyless. “My good sir, you shall find you are in quite safe hands here on Bezembay. And poison may be the weapon of a woman, and that goes double for a Witch I suppose.” She smiled a bit. “Yes, I am a retainer of the Emperor. I hold office and rank in the court in exchange for service to His Imperial Majesty. All Court Sorcerers are personally obligated to the Emperor. His Majesty has need for a few of us. But forgive me, I am The Court Sorcerer Margaret Haddington, Witch of Pfardenland. But there are five of us in total, there is The Wizard Michael Sullivan of Shipping Downs, The Wizard Edgar Jenkins of Emerald Hanger, the Witch Elizabeth Holmes of Cheshilt Valley, and the Wizard Edward Kelvin of Erweinz Folding. The Wizard Sullivan is His Majesty’s Lord Wizard, he sits on the Privy Council now. The rest of us serve various roles, as you might imagine. Though the Wizard Sullivan is here today.” She pointed at a well groomed middle aged Hurvecht in a suit, he blended in with the rest of the crowd of noblemen in stately suits and uniform. There was nothing about him that particularly denoted him as the chief wizard of the empire, but maybe that was the point. The Witch Pfardenland however wore a stately uniform, but with a unique robe over it. She looked nigh academic, almost like a university professor. Her scholarly robe worn over a suit was telling of her position.
Martin took the Emperor’s hand and smiled. “Good, then we have struck a covenant. Our Empire’s will strive to make this future ours.” Martin approached the center of the room and stood proudly, simply towering over the human emperor in size. “My good Zenos, will you submit to the covenant? Will you pledge yourself to the cause of the Brother-Empires? Will you do all you can to break the chains that ensnare you and march into the future?” Martin spoke in a stern and commanding tone. This must have been the rumours Zenos had heard, this Martin was much different than the one he had met some months prior on Minos.
That thought hadn't come to Brackson's mind until this moment, though now in hindsight it should have been rather obvious to him. Minus one point for his joke, it seems. Not a total failure in his mind however, as he did get a smile in one roundabout way. "Witches are indeed famous for their poisons, so pays to be careful, eh? Even if I don't know too much about witches around these parts. All the same, pleasure to greet you properly, Court Sorcerer Margaret. To return the favor, I am Lord-Captain Brackson of the Rangian Vanguard. And before you ask, I do not have a last name. We Rangians surrender those, and only regain them upon retirement."
He looked back as she pointed out Sullivan, glacing at the Hurvecht, "He certainly blends in with the rest of the court. Not as willing for a Hurvecht to show magical prowess in public? Still, five mages on personal call for the Emperor. Seems somebody has decided it pays to be prepared. I would suppose that if you are the Truthseer, then the other four likely have other specializations. At least one I am sure is dedicated to counter other magical influences. What the others could be, can't say I would know. Never been my area of expertise. What are the other three wizards like?"
The rumors certainly rang true, Zenos could tell. He really did have to wonder what triggered this transformation in such a period of time, he had to admit something felt a bit off here. All the same, being towered over was not new for Zenos, but he did frown a bit at the mention of submitting to the Covenant, "The cause is one that is worthy, and I have promised my people to restore our glory. But before I can agree to anything in full, Martin, I must ask of you something. You are quite different from last we spoke. You have far more conviction about you, it is impressive. And yet such a change rarely comes out of nowhere, in my opinion. What has happened to push you down this path? I take my route because I must, but from where does your conviction arise?"
The witch nodded, "very ceremonial. To be surrendering names is something only the creach do in our society. And even then they only do it to take a clan name." She moved to sit in some nearby chairs. "If you do not own it now it is still yours, it is just being held by another. So you do still have a surname. Or at the very least there is a land you come from. I am the Witch of Pfardenland as you heard. It is a relatively small plain on the moon of Dernby. Just a village really, and barely that. Only thing my village was known or was growing rapeseed. Tell me captain, where do you come from?"
As she was speaking the rest of the room seemed to be relaxing as well, realising that Martin and Zenos were not occupied in a quick private word but rather a longer conversation. Indeed, some Bezannians even left the room and went out onto the balcony. Others were ordering tea and cakes be brought. The Witch Margaret nodded, "Oh no. Nothing like that, The Court Wizard simply has to serve a slightly different role to His Majesty than purely a sorcerer. The Wizard Sullivan is on the privy council, he must brush elbows with the other lords and ladies more than spend his time in his robes." But she quickly added, "though a fine sorcerer he still remains. The other sorcerers, yes. They are all academics like me. Wizard Sullivan is an expert duellist, he has a legendary sixty-six victories in magick duels. Never has he lost a duel, his voice is powerful and truly unique. I am a dedicated Truth-Seer of course. But the others are dedicated to their own styles. Wizard Sullivan is the master of the duellist's style, a more crude way to put it... he is a sorcerer-killer. Should any mage stand before him they are sure to be slain. The Wizard Jenkins is master of his so called "Boulder in the River" style, it is as you have said a dedicated anti magick style. The Wizard Jenkins is master of seeing the streams of magick other sorcerers create and he becomes the boulder in their river. The Witch Holmes has her "Flowering Fruit Tree" style, think of it as a medicinal magick, The Witch Holmes was a medical doctor before becoming a sorcerer. Wizard Kelvin is the master of the "Silk String" style." The Witch seemed to end her description of the other mages with this comment, abruptly seeming to cut herself off before describing this silk string style.
Martin peered down at the human and brought his head to the side. Allowing one of his eyes to gaze down at Zenos in full before returning to his more upright position. "My convictions are the result of the need for this empire to shake off its complacency. For two generations of Hurvecht this empire has been under the leadership of an empress. Empress Jessamine and Empress Shanalotte. Before them was the short reign of Henry IV, and before him was Empress Lyndsey. This empire has not seen an Emperor since the time of Jasper. I am Martin the First, and like Euhorn and Jasper I must rise to the call that makes the name Martin great. The Martinian Era marks when the Empire restored its prestige as a great power. For too long we have sat sidelined by empires like the Talmyrox and the Anubites and the Tordelians and the Dragons of Heord. But we are the tigers!" Martin's claw pointed to a portrait of Jasper on the wall at the end of his life, when he was older. He still carried a marshal staff but unlike portraits of when he was younger, he was covered in tattoos across his body. These tattoos became known as tiger stripes, and became a popular style of Hurvecht tattoos that many got even to this day. "It is the Empire's destiny to bridge East and West. As I speak ships are crossing the maelstrom at the center of the universe. The dreams and ambitions of an entire generation of Bezannians." Martin looked back to Zenos. "My people give me strength."
Part 43: Ostan Hallah, Fortress of the County Ostanakar
Otun now knew what befit a Queen of the unfamiliar species he saw before him; a woman of tall stature, impeccable beauty, and eloquence in speech. He fell to one knee, a fist pressed to his dented breastplate in salute to the sovereign standing before him. He however was shocked to hear himself referred to as Eftalya's Uncle, to be likened to such a miserable man brought forward some amusement from Otun, but now was not a time to be amused. He rose to his feet and spoke in basic, "Your grace, you mistake me For Natun'Kataan, I am Otun'Hataar, Baron of Ostan'haktan, vassal to Count Harai'Ibn Harai..." He turned his head to his left and saw the miserable old sod approaching with a limp, battered and beaten in battle. His turban covered his face, and when he pulled down his face covering, it revealed a bloody bruise on right cheek. With him, came an entourage of likely Sakirai, all dusty, bloody, and torn from battle, "... here he is. This is Natun."
"What is the meaning of this?" The old lord shouted in Sakiri, he looked to Eftalya and Harai, beside one another but failing to look Natun in the eye. "Eftalya who are these.... things you have brought?" This brought forth the young girl's ire, "You will adress my liege lady as Queen Suis Boanne!"
"...liege? Queen? What nonsense have you gotten into? Have you forsaken your familial oath to me? Your own uncle? Look upon those sands!" He shouted, raising a Dynastar-adorned gauntlet and pointing a finger at the crimson sands, littered with bodies. "This is the price I have paid to grant your husband back his lands, and now you have forsaken me? You forsake Sakir!" The old Lord lurched forward in pain, those present could observe in plain sight, where a mace had struck his abdomen, deforming his lamellar cuirasse. From his barren chapped lips, he coughed violently, spurting drops of blood upon the sands below him. Eftalya let go of Harai and rushed to help him, but Natun shoved her away with one arm and compose himself, and his anger.
"You are nothing! I will not have my men die any longer for this... bitch and her witch of an overlord!" He gave Lord Knight a deathly stare and feared nothing, for he was close to death anyway.
"We are Sons of Sakir, we do not bow for false Gods, we do not abandon our oaths." His Sakirai near him, those which Otun gathered, now numbered over a thousand near the landing ships, and they closed their formation into a densely packed Tericho of Spears, Axes, Dynasts, Slug Throwers, and Dynastar Armor.
Queen Suise saw tears welling up in the sweet eyes of Eftalya, who ran back to the safety of her husband, who reached for his Dynast, and with what knowledge he could muster of Basic, she heard him mutter, "They mean to do battle..." He didn't dare look upon Lord Knight, "Spare mine brothers, please..."
Otun realized the gravity of the situation and called for what men still loyal to him remained... no more than fifty of the one hundred who survived the initial siege of the Fortress Ostan'Hallah, which was now in ruins. He rallied them in front of Eftalya and Harai, loyal only to his liege lord and lady. Unsheathing Hataaratai, his family sword for the first time in over a month, he gripped it firmly in resolving to fight the very men that fought alongside him.
Otun looked to Suise, still exposed to an open arch of fire from the Tericho formation, "Lady- My Queen, Get behind my men, their armor will shield you." He thought it so unusual to look upon a woman he had only known for but a few minutes as his own Queen, but so it was if Eftalya and Harai had truly renounced their oaths to Natun.
And so Sakir in its perpetual sunset over the skies of Guk'tar-Khur shown over the impossible standoff between three armies and only a thousand brave sons of Sakir, with punishing glory. Those who could not reach the standoff in time, looked on at their Lord and their brothers in arms as they stood in formation, ready to fight. With sweat, dreading to see what would come of it.
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Nia was almost in a haze after letting herself go and stopping to flap her arms. This felt like a magical dream and for the first time in ages she felt truly free. The peculiar new trike followed suit reaching for Cendri's hand to complete the formation "Yes, very, very, very fun... ...thank!" letting a very discreet tear that flew upwards making her chuckle as she followed instructions to complete the tricks with her new friends in what appeared to be finally her new wonderful home.
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Realizing the Grand Drake felt strongly about that old war Sarxaxa muttered a bit miffed "The idiotic war was Myrsa's idea, not mine..." pouting in a rather immature manner as Tyfrondor kept on talking. As the mighty goldenscale monarch finished and Razethorne was about to take his leave, the young white dragoness clapped her paws to bring attention back to her "One more thing my Saresh! You realize that I must be introduced to the good clans of Heord somehow and I cannot do it alone, it's improper! ..so I wonder if you my Saresh would accompany me to the ceremonial dragon ball, or perhaps your son? I would be glad with either!" She said sporting a maurish grin and bowing with her front leg while extending her wings before Tyfrondor.
Ymira did not fight back at all, enjoying being carried by the warriors like a kitten and bearing a dumb smile on her face "Weeee ..oh! Take me to my mom, not my crazy sister please." As she was dragged away, Myrsa sighed in relief and tried regaining her composure to salvage the discussion with Tarral "Yeah, sisters are annoyingly adorable creatures ...but I'd prefer if I first got a wing-over before meeting your parents. My scales need polishing and I will have to at least dye them my natural color ...wouldn't want your family to think I'm some ghost, hehe ..heh" she thought a bit to herself then bumped the table with her paw "No, I'll meet them right away! I used to be a mighty warlord. If I could do it in the avatar body, I sure can do it in my true body! I am Miraak'sana Katak'Sar, fireborn!" She snorted some smoke from her nostrils, making clear her determination "Let's go Tarral!"
Part 44: Ostan-Hallah, County of Ostanakar As the Lord Knight's stranglehold over the lives of Natun and his Sakirai strengthened, the attacks made against him from above, from the cursed red star intensified as Sakir's burning hatred shown in the sky with streaks of vibrant colors tracing across the sky. The radiation storm increased in intensity, and those who would not be equipped with the proper clothing or protective equipment began to feel a slight burning sensation upon their skin.
Harai unwrapped his turban and gave it to Eftalya to cover her exposed pale skin, a trademark of the people of Nocte-Khur who lived in perpetual night. Otun undid his own and extended it to Queen Suise, "This is made of local plant fibers, it will protect you from Sakir's rays. Cover yourself lest you be burnt." He looked to the unusually well dressed Cypherian army behind him in all their finery, "Your soldiers will die out here within two hours if they do not find shelter, or the proper clothing..." He looked then to Natun and the scene unfolding before him. The more than twenty thousand Sakirai still positioned around the fortress still watched on in awe, some kneeling in prayer, others watching grimly as The Lord Knight extinguished their brothers before them.
Natun took no time to think about his response, for his death meant nothing to him but eternal servitude in the Afterlife to Sakir, an afterlife he looked forward to. He mustered what strength he could to speak, "I do not bow before false Gods... nor do I tolerate the betrayal of loyalty." And with one last breath he mustered enough strength to spit in the direction of Lord Knight. He and those who would remain loyal to him to the end slowly went limp in the embrace of Lord Knight...
Sakir: The deity looked on with absolute contempt at the foreign divine presence, who had the gall to take the lives of the sworn the Sons of Sakir. For this, Sakir exacted its revenge, for amidst constant attacks repelled by the Lord Knight, none would be so powerful as that of the Heavenly Host of Azer-Alor. Billions upon billions of souls, Slaves, Sakirai, Lords, Ladies, and Prawns lead by the Sakais and Prawnic Queens of the past; by the decree of Sakir, launched a spiritual attack on Lord Knight all at once, an attack which would see his power here wain significantly.
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The Lord Knight hovered above them all, his heartbeat and palpitations rang out, bouncing across time and space. The Divine Host of the Lord Knight, wrang triumphant his wings flapped. He felt the souls leave the men's bodies, he did not feel anger towards them outside of there assault against the children, so as he looked pittily down upon them, as there corpses fell. He felt alien in this world, his form angelic, but off putting, to perfect, his immaculate form seemed to Divine. As his form hovered, he did not prepare for a sudden attack from the Divinations from above. They struck against him like a hammer striking against an anvil. He did not collapse but he became cataonic, hovering there, his eyes turning a dark black. His form was standing still and his chest had fallen silent. But his mind, in the bounds of higher realms, where his soul stretched across them, and he was in the fight for his life. His swords weaved like lighting through strikes of pure light and warring souls coming to him. He moved like a mad man, across from this vast plain of darkness, stood the heavenly gates of Sakir, which struck against him, as they waged a war of spiritual and psychic proportions. He was getting exhausted, as the armies of Sakir plunged towards him, and as a spear of light was about to pierce him, and Sakir victory was to be secured. Sakir felt something…something ancient, primordial and utterly unfathomable and terrifying reached out. Only a single sentence spoke out, and the power of things even more Primordial and Ancient then the Lord Knight, that its full power rebuked the host of Sakir. “I still have plans for him, your Justice shall be denied.” and with put a single sentence, the host of Sakir were blasted back, the gates closed, and the Lord Knights defense sealed. The Lord Knight stood upon the spiritual realm astonished, as his form returned back to the material realm his eyes returning to there normal white, as he almost stumbled to the ground, but recollected himself, landing elegantly to the ground but looking stunned. He coughed up into his hand a bit of glittering gold blood, and then turned back to stare at the children and the humans, before looking back to the sky and muttering with a single word. “Father…”
With Suis
As the sun beat down around them. It’s sweltering heat only increased and she could barely stay conscious as she coughed up the rough sand, as it got into her gills, causing her to almost start to struggle to breath. She quickly grabbed ahold of the cloth being handed to her and wrapped it around herself. To protect herself from the sun. She looked back to her assembled army, and could see them sweltering, sweat drenching there standard gear. Victory had been won on this day, but it did seem at least for the Cypherians, as she had noticed her cousins were not nearly suffering as badly. “Soldiers of the Empire, return to your vessels…we are not yet prepared for movements yet. Wait for my signal then we will return.” she said, as she coughed up again, more sand from her mouth. It was really not effecting her well, especially sense she wore a dress which exposed her gills. And it wasn’t like beach sand, it was rough, and caused her throat to become sore. As the sun beat down the heat would only fill her more and she felt she was almost ready to pass out. She looked at Otun. “Do you have any more of that..for my soldiers.” she said her voice started to get coarse and rough, as she finally told Otun. “Why do you have two faces?” before unceremoniously passing out in his arms.
With the Kryss
Victory WAS THERES, SCIENTIFIC ACHIEVEMENTS SHALL BE REAPED FROM THIS WORLD. THESE HUMANS HAD AN ODD SIMILARITY TO THE WHITE DEVILS THEY OFTEN HAD TO DEAL WITH. Thus the Arch Patriarch strode forward, a hymnal drone whirring behind him blaring out freakishly loud music, which could almost deafen someone, as he spread Holy Oils across the ground and sanctified them with, the Sacrament of Chemicals, as he spread Holy Chemicals upon the ground as he walked forward in his procession, before reaching the outer wall of the facility right by the Lord Knight. Standing at almost eight feet in height, the towering Rat Scientist Arch Bishop, would speak in a hoarse, raspy and horrific voice. Shouting a mad Sermon about how Gabriel shall deliver this world from Ignorance Demons and that blessed Angels of Rationalism shall descend upon the unquenched THRALLS, AND TEACH THEM IN THE ACADEMIC WAYS, AND THAT THEY SHALL BE INDUCTED INTO THE GREAT SCIENTIFIC HOLY STRUGGLE, TO RECLAIM THE KRYSS HOMEWORLD FROM THE HORRORS THAT ARE SPAWNED ON IT. AND THAT ON THIS DAY, HOLY GROUND HAS BEEN DELIVERED TO THE UNKNOWABLE MASSES OF SEETHING HEATHENERY AND THAT SCIENCE SHALL DELIVER US ALL TO A GRANDER FUTURE, AND THAT BLESSED SCIENCE SHALL FORGE A BRIGHT FUTURE WHERE DEMONIC IRRATIONALITY IS BANISHED!
The Sermon was very long and very ranty, the Kryss seemed to be praising it, but the Cypherians, The Dynas, the Lord Knight and especially the humans were just very uncomfortable, as they watched the Kryss ArchBishop deliver his rabid sermon.
"Picked up by a knight, huh? Quite the intense job interview, without knowing what exactly you were getting picked out for. And yet, not all too dissimilar to how I ended up in my position." Brackson thought back to a time he had mostly forgotten, to exchange his own brief story. "I wasn't randomly selected, my father offered me up to the Rangian Vanguard, as is tradition for many households on Minos that seek favor and continued good graces. I became aware of this fact when one day a pair of men arrived at my family's manor. One was an older Taurus, wearing armor quite like mine, and the other was a Human doctor. The Vanguard among them introduced himself as Instructor Arlangius, and he was perhaps a bit too old for active service. But the old man had enough life left in him to train a new more generations of Vanguard, and I had the possibility of being one of them. Of course, the doctor was there to make sure I was healthy and suitable, and Arlangius was there because he trusted his gut more than anything. No health complications to be found, and the old man felt I had potential. Just like that, I ended up a ship bound for Instabull. Turned out well enough, I'd say."
He gave a small nod, "Right, the Cuthians are pretty similar, although I don't believe Pundramancy is quite as... elegant with its wordplay. Far more to do with the words, twisted as they are, rather than pitch or tone. And as I avoid Pundramancers like the plague, for very good reason, means I've never heard purely vocalized magic before. Ialao Druids are all about hand signs, Anubites love their staves and mystical crystals, and so on." Brackson then rubbed the back of his head in slight embarrassment, "Right, right, sorry. Suppose my job description leans me into naturally assuming such applications. Understandable that you cannot be familiar with every style of magic, that's how specialists work after all. Suppose the wider knowledge is best left for Sullivan. Still!" He clapped his hands and smiled, "If you're still willing to demonstrate, I'd love to see it. Or hear it, I suppose!"
"Investment, huh? Guess that's one way to look at it, and you're hardly wrong," Zenos commented as he walked over towards the stand. He looked at the telescope, and looked where Martin was referring to. While looking upon the ships, Zenos made a murmur of interest, "Large vessels. Those ain't standard cargo freighters, and I can tell from that you aren't lying about having more than just money aboard. And even if it was just arcalite, I could make great use of that. If there is one thing I can be thankful about in regards to my father's policies, it was in finances. He made great strides in purging the corruption from our ranks, which means I can apply these investments of yours without worry of corrupt administrators or greedy nobles getting in the way." He then stepped back from the telescope, looking over at Martin, "Shipyards, now that's something else I could really use. Zantium's naval power has been far weaker since we lost Avalantus and its mighty dockyards, and we can hardly rely on Proscore's great orbital drydocks either for major projects. They aren't precisely friendly to us. Instabull isn't lacking, but its limited in comparison to our greatest days. So you're not wrong, that is the greatest prize. Shipyards can't be built overnight, after all. But with both those rather generous offers in mind, I am curious what you expect from the Zantine Empire in return? Friendship is one thing, but typically an investment comes with the expectation of being paid back in kind."